wah.. nb.. so deep.. lol

You said that you loved me

You said that it was true

I gave you my heart and you took it tore it into shreds and threw it away

But what you don't know is that what you done still hurts and the scars haven't healed and never will

I will always be afraid to love no matter what they say

All because you were they one i gave my heart to......

Honor & Courage

Courage is a hard thing to figure.
You can have courage based on a dumb idea or a mistake.
But u`re not supposed to question adults or your coach or your teacher. Because they make the rules.
Maybe they know best, but maybe they don't.
It all depends on who you are, where you come from.
That's why courage is tricky.
Should you always do what others tell you to do?
Sometimes, you don't even know why you are doing something.
I mean, any fool can have courage.
Honor, that's the real reason you either do something or you don't.
It's who you are, and maybe who you want to be.
If you die trying for something important, then you would have both honor and courage.
One should hope for courage and try for honor.
And maybe even pray that the people who are telling you what to do, have some too.

Adapted from The Blind Side.

Root Three

I fear that I will always be
A lonely number like root three
A three is all that's good and right
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath a vicious square-root sign?

I wish instead I were a nine
For nine could thwart this evil trick
With just some quick arithmetic
I know I'll never see the sun
As 1.7321

Such is my reality
A sad irrationality
When, hark, just what is this I see?
Another square root of a three
Has quietly come waltzing by

Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer
Rejoicing as an integer
We break free from our mortal bonds
And with a wave of magic wands
Our square-root signs become unglued
And love for me has been renewed
=)

Lie to me Fringe

Been watching these American drama series for the past 3 weeks.. Credits to Shima.. magnificently splendid!! =D
DEADLINES & ICAs ARE KILLING ME!!! =/

=)

Piggy's Birthday 30/4/09

11th-13th March

On VACATION

in progress...

2 down.. 3 more to go..

I'm BACK!!

Apo kabor anda di sana haa??? Hahah.. ok.. back to business. Havent been online lately.. I need to get away from all the online bullshits and the "over & done with" projects and ICAs.. Been very busy lately.. Thankfully, everything was a success. But unfortunately, exams are in 4 week's time. Damn! But nehmind.. I guess its easier to focus now since there are no more hindrance getting in my way.
Friday: Since Hamizan got his driving licence, we utilized his skills and his licence of course, to bring us out to a RoadTrip in a lorry. haha. It started at 12 am.. I suggested going to East Coast but ended up "somewhere". i`m not gonna say the place. But i tink u might noe it very well (if u`re a grown up).. haha. But we still managed to reach East Coast though. It was dead boring there as there were only the three of us and we had nth to do cz the whole thing was impromptu.. So, we just watched those noisy minorities playing soccer at 2 am.. Then, we decided to explore the east coast region for quite some time and decided to proceed to Marina Barrage at around 4 plus.. Got lost eventually. But thanks to StreetDirectory we found our way there. When reached, it was the usual stuff.. lepak.. dan menikmati pemandangan bintang-bintang yg sedang berkelipan di angkasa. tidak lupa dengan pemandangan bangunan-bangunan yg amat tinggi. diikuti juga dengan pemandangan The Flyer yang agaknya rosak, WallahuWa'lam. haha. lantak la.. The Flyer has never been interesting anyway.. wtf.. haha? Then, it was 5 plus and we had to fetch Isham from Chijmes and went home from there. I was all worned-out when i reached home at 7.30 in the morning... But it was great experience though.. Even when i`m nt the one driving. But I will.. Soon.. Very soon.. Very very soon. .
Sunday: Woke up early in the morning cause Hamizan needed my help to carry some stuffs from one place to another. Seriously, i thought it was voluntary.. but it's work. haha. how clueless.. Then we had to go for a barbeque at Pasir Ris park, invited by isham's girlfriend. And I have to go for another one today.. This time round, at East Coast. Invited by isham's family.. haha.. gonna have fun.. Safe & Healthy fun.. HAHA. Alright.. gotta get some sleep.. Adios!

Much better now

Letting go... Letting go.. Letting go.. haha. . I`ve been pushing myself hard lately.. And now, i couldnt feel any better. . Haha. Well, that's life..

Hmm.. Went for an overnight cycling trip a few nights ago. We started at East Coast Park.. As usual.. I guess this is a "once every 3 - 4 mths" event for me, Siddiq and Nirza. . u noe.. Chilling out and do whatever we want. Have fun. Bla bla bla..

There's this bridge at Tanjung Rhu.. Its the best place to chill, relax and fog*. Especially when its quiet and windy.. together with the wonderful scenery of the river and the park. Looking at stars and moon (Damn it, did i just wrote that??).. Ok.. Last destination was Marina Barrage.. hmm.. it`s kinda small though. But cool.. mcm biase.. chilled.. Talked about the past, bla bla bla.. and set off to East Coast at 7am. Done.. Credits to Diq for the pics.

Adios 2008!

Well, 2008 has been a great year. . Let's have a recap of 2008. First up, was the successful O'Level results followed by the admission in Nanyang Polytechnic. Next, was passing the first semester in July 08. Following that, 18th birthday. turning 18 was great. You people should know the reason why. Hmm. enrolled for driver's licence. bla bla bla. Not forgetting chalet in December.

Now, 2009, my resolutions for the year: A driver's licence and passing the semester and get on with year 2 without having to repeat any modules. And i hear that i`ve to go overseas quite frequently this year. Well, see how..

Before 2009, the last and final highlight was the family gathering/dinner at Makmur restaurant. ok dats all. Pics are on top.